I want you to want me.
I want to be able to run into your arms when I'm afraid.
I want to be comforted by you, by the warmth of your soul.
I want to feel like the luckiest girl in the world.
I want to be the one you think you can show off to the world.
I want to be the one you think is worth your time, your love.
I want to sit next to you and not say anything.
I want to be the one you call when something goes wrong.
I want to be the one that makes you smile, even a little.
I want to dance for you.
I want to sing for you.
I want to show you what it means to be truly happy.
I want to show you that it shouldn't be this hard to fall in love, to be in love.
I want you to know that I'll stick around - no matter what.
I want you to believe that I'm worth it.
I want you to hold me close and not let go.
I want to be the last thought, the last image, on your mind before you fall asleep.
I want you to love me.
I hope you will forgive me...for this intensity, for everything.
I know I probably won't ever get what I want.
I wish it would stop hurting.
I wish I could switch off this part of my brain that thinks of no one but you.
I wish you'd realise how perfect we are. Together.
I want you to give us a chance.
Please do something, say something, before it's too late.
I'm caught up in you, spiralling out of control.
When I'm with you, when we talk, I feel like myself again.
You make it so easy for me to smile.
Please say something.
Break my heart with finality, or give me a glimmer of hope, however small.
Fight.
Fight with me, not against me.
I want you to realise that we're meant to be.
I want you to want me.
I want you to love me.
Toxic.
You're toxic.
Poison to my system.
The heaviness in my soul.
The one that makes me laugh.
The only one that makes me feel safe, protected.
The one.
I must dance again
And never stop dancing.
But, you see,
When I dance, I want you to be the one watching -
Not them.
I want you to love me.
Take a risk. Take a chance.
Pick me, choose me. Love me.
YOU
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Control me
Without knowing
Excite me
Without trying
Enlighten me
Without conversing
Enliven me....
YOU are not effortless,
YOU are merely unaware of t...
5 weeks ago


5 comments:
After reading this, I really wish I was the person you are reffering to. N he is one lucky boy! :)
He needs to realise that, no? :)
Thank you. *hugs*
Stupid he is! He can't see what he is missing out on!
:)
Maybe someday he'll realise that any man in his right mind would maim, kill, or even start wars to keep someone like you around.
I know I would.
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