Saturday, 23 April 2011

Oh who am I kidding?

Patheticity, or, Being Pathetic.

Characterised by :
Thinking about someone all the time
Sighing all the time
Waiting
Wishing
Wanting
Refusing to be distracted
Finding new meaning in random songs
Wanting to cry all the time

Other commonly occurring symptoms :
Insecurity
Insomnia
Red eyes
Puffy eyes
Need to write love letters
Crying for no good reason


The problem :
Wanting something you can't have, for multiple reasons
Feeling insecure because you can't have it, for multiple reasons
Feeling insecure because the feeling is one-sided, unrequited, for multiple reasons

Treatment options :
Cognitive retraining
De-addiction (intervention)

More drastic options :
Removal of Obstacle(s) [not recommended]


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It's been so long...
It shouldn't be this hard.
You take so much out of her
And you don't even know it.
She can't trust any more.
He compliments her,
She refuses to let herself accept it.
He tells her he likes her,
She tells herself he's lying.
He goes offline, says goodbye,
And she feels insecure - lost.
You probably don't mean to,
You probably don't even know
That this is what you've done.
No, of course it's not
Your fault.
The fault is hers,
For falling in love.
The fault is hers,
For making assumptions.
It's her fault.
She's falling for him,
Being insecure,
Seeking reassurance
Every second
Of every minute
Of every hour
Of every day.
All the time.
You're on her mind
All the time
Taunting. Daring.
And you don't even know it.
Or do you?
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