Addiction...

I'm back...after a long, long hiatus...surprisingly enough, my inspiration for this blog post comes from a rather unusual source.

Of late, you'll find me glued to my laptop, quietly chuckling to myself, or smiling...it's like some cheesy song straight out of a Bollywood movie, minus the perfectly synchronized dancers in gaudily coloured costumes in the back. And no, I'm not in love.

It's just that every moment I'm away from my laptop, I'm either smiling, or waiting to get back... Every moment I'm away from home, I can't wait to get back, and once I get back, before I even take off my shoes, I make a beeline for the laptop.

It's just that my dreams are now being invaded, and my every waking moment is spent either smiling, or waiting online, or smiling...you get the drift.

It's just that now I stay up really late into the night, and when I say goodbye and get into bed, I grin at the shadows and whisper a name, liking the way it sounds against my lips.

It's just that now even though I wake up early, I can't be tired...I just do everything I have to and wait patiently for a window to appear on my laptop screen.

It's just that I'm incredibly scared to admit that I may be devastatingly attracted to a smooth-talking, intelligent man with a sexy voice...a man I've known for barely a week.

There should be a cure for this sort of thing...